The Answer To Your Question:
You and I are love searchers. We anticipate and thirst for a form of internal satisfaction that we are unable to provide ourselves with. As much as we hate to acknowledge it, we need people for that reason.
Not always are we fortunate enough to find someone who embraces both our body and our heart. For some love searchers, we are either cursed or blessed (depending on how you look at it) to be able to combine the two temporarily. What this means is that for a short moment, by separating truth from reality, some of us are able to receive this internal satisfaction- to suppress this emotionally draining thirst for love through the body as the heart is not sought after by the supplier.
These particular love searchers cheat themselves in order to 'hit the spot' that's not physically reachable. The suppliers are not special enough to have these love searchers, to share them, to be inside of them. But for that moment, when you are completely outside of yourself...gone...at your weakest...you feel rejuvenated and at your strongest. <3