New Years Part 2 - Rebounding

Terah came to Chicago to spend New Years with me and we had a blast.  She loved Meshwell but he ended up screwing me over so badly that I told him to just leave me alone (for good).  I don't foresee me ever talking to him again.  I'm on the rebound though and have had nothing but date after date after date since New Years and will be on even another one tonight.

I wont lie, it has been hard as hell to enjoy myself on these dates- or concentrate even - when my mind keeps comparing them to Meshwell.  The guys keep coming up short with their conversation. It feels like I'm moving backward instead of forward and its so hard to sit and take it when you know that there's someone out there that you have a better connection with. But I have to remember that Meshwell is not thinking the same thing about me - he is not wishing that he was with me instead of whoever he might have met at the "New Years Eve" party that he replaced me with.  That thought alone keeps me moving right along.  It is the only way to get over him.

I know you are wondering what happened, but I don't feel up to talking about it just yet.   Maybe later.