I have got to be the most emotionally unstable woman in the whole United States. Yesterday I felt as if I was ready for a relationship with mr.cherrybomb and now I feel as if I dont want a relationship with anyone. I have been so carefree since I have relocated to this city and even though I said I would chill out after 'that one night', I haven't. It makes me feel so smothered and weighted down when I have all of these 'dirty deeds' as I call them, on my shoulders. I dont feel as if I have been treating my heart, or body with respect since I have been here and I need to start.
So, after having a heart-to-heart conversation with my mom about where I am officially screwing up, I have made up my mind that I'm about to redirect my strategies and try to restore my relationship with God. I miss him anyway and I feel like life is so less complicated when I put him in it. Besides, how can I go wrong with a "no hell ON earth and no hell AFTER earth" plan?
And I need an attitude change for sure. My attitude is shot...
