Mr.cherrybomb is my hearts worst enemy right now. I don't think anyone has made me this emotional in a long time. Not sure if that's a good thing though. I am one more argument short of crying. I don't know what else to do other than not share how I feel and be quiet. Maybe ill try that since how I feel is never important anyway.
I hate it here again. I want to go home. I need attention and I'm not getting it from who I want it from but am turning down people who want to give it to me for the person who wont. How stupid is that. I just feel like its something here worth staying for so I'm trying....but maybe it isn't anything here and I'm maybe trying to force myself to see otherwise.
I hate it here again. I want to go home. I need attention and I'm not getting it from who I want it from but am turning down people who want to give it to me for the person who wont. How stupid is that. I just feel like its something here worth staying for so I'm trying....but maybe it isn't anything here and I'm maybe trying to force myself to see otherwise.
