Monday, October 31, 2011
Psycho's Impact
So I went out with "psycho" the other day and it was a bad idea. He was charming (in his way), sexy, and enticing. Man...he is so confident and assertive. Being around him made me lonely...so very lonely. It opened up a a whole can of worms that I wasn't trying to face. I had almost forgotten how good it felt to lay next to a protective guy. With him laying next to me, even while we slept, I felt safe as hell. But I know that's the best that he can give me. He is inconsistent with his actions. One night of perfect him turns into nothing but a collection of "hello" and "goodbye" text messages. I want him but understand that I cant have him the way that I would like to.