Monday, October 31, 2011

Psycho's Impact

So I went out with "psycho" the other day and it was a bad idea.  He was charming (in his way), sexy, and enticing. Man...he is so confident and assertive.  Being around him made me lonely...so very lonely.  It opened up a a whole can of worms that I wasn't trying  to face.   I had almost forgotten how good it felt to lay next to a protective guy.  With him laying next to me, even while we slept, I felt safe as hell.  But I know that's the best that he can give me.  He is inconsistent with his actions.  One night of perfect him turns into nothing but a collection of "hello" and "goodbye" text messages. I want him but understand that I cant have him the way that I would like to.