What's Going On

I know its been a while.  I guess I've been thinking about some things...the same things that I was thinking about before.  Except this time, the stakes have been raised a bit.  I have another reason to come home - an investment opportunity that could really be what I have been praying for.  And to make the decision even harder, I actually found that there is an opening at home for the same position that I have here in Chicago (same company and all).  I put in an application and at this point, I'm just waiting to hear back before I start to finalize my decision.  I don't know if this is what I want to do...