Me: Are u ok?
Syn: I'm surviving
Me: :( r u safe?
Syn: Yeah. Chillin in a shelter tryna stay optimistic
Me: I'm scared
Syn: Y r u scared?
Me: Bec I don't want anything to happen to you
Syn: Well u gotta be strong cuz I'm scared
Me: I super love you
Syn: I love u too juju
Just the thought of him being in danger makes me cry. I love him so much. His worth is shitting on anyone's and that's even just on a friendship level. This whole hurricane situation just made me realize that I don't want to lose him or any of the people who knew the old me. When he says he loves me...I know that he loves the real me. Nobody knows the real me anymore and I keep pushing people away. When I think about people like Syn, I start to remember how insignificant some other people are.
