Mad As Hell

I am always in this alone...no matter how many kisses, hugs, visits, sleepovers, or conversations anyone throws me...I'm in this alone.  I don't get help from people.  When something needs to get done, I have to do it by myself, always.  I can only depend on me, each time. It never fails.

And here I am expecting the man which I'm giving all of my time, energy and affection to be there for me when I need him.  Instead, its too much pressure for him and he walks out the door to continue on with his day as if tending to me is an extra stress that he would prefer not to deal with.  

I hate how guys think that its okay for them to make half investments in women.  "DOWN when shit is up and UP when shit is down."  They might as well introduce themselves as "Hey, my name is ___ and I want to be around for the fun and partying but make sure you don't call me when you actually need me." Assholes.

I am mad as hell.