Thoughts of Today

I decided that I'm ready to move back home whenever the opportunity presents itself.  Of course that's if I don't get a better job here first.  I don't miss home (love it here actually) and I am surviving here but I miss being able to spoil myself...I miss taking myself on vacations when I am stressed out.  I would rather hate the city I live in if I can afford to run away from it from time to time than to love the city I live in and be restricted to my house because I have no money to go out.  I'm unhappy right now, just like I was back at home.  :o(