I have a boyfriend :o)

Does This Make Sense?

He was single, telling me he wanted kids soon.  One day I get a call from his cell phone...it was another woman saying that she wanted to know who I was.  Why?  Because she was his girlfriend, his pregnant girlfriend.  Did he call to apologize? No.  Not for three months.  And did he apologize when he called? No.  But he did ask to meet me so that he could explain.  He is almost in Chicago now.  Did he stick to the plan? Of course not.  What changes did he want to make to the plan? He wanted me to meet him.  Where? At his moms house, where he is staying.  That sounds like coming to you, not meeting you.  No?  So lets recap.

"You allowed another female to call my phone and tell me that she is your pregnant girlfriend and when I finally hear from you, three months later, you are requesting that I drive out to you so that you can explain what happened".....FUCK NO.

This Feeling

-SiGh-

I feel good.  I feel good.  And oh yeah, I feel good. :o) 

A few people have been trying to roll their way back into my life but Im not interested.  I dont get in this mood often but I like to cherish it when I do.  Its a sort of spiritual freedom where nothing matters to me but waking up (clearly its a weekend thing because I cant feel this way during the week when Im at hell-job). 

I start the new job on August 1.  Im ready for a real challenge; one that has some significance.  And I sense looooovvve in my future.  ;o)  
  

Looking UP!

So, another wasp just flew into my house.  Granted, I keep opening the screenless windows like an idiot.  When maintenance came in, they brought me some screens for my windows and also a fan because it is so hot in here.  The fan and screens will definitely help out but I should probably get a regular window unit too.  Bootz keeps breathing all heavy like with his tongue hanging out of his mouth.  I just dont want to invest in one when I only have a month or two left of this heat.

Anywayz...

News update! I got the job! So I will be working as an Admissions Advisor for prospective students who are seeking online classes.  I love this job already, as it is my dream job!  I know you're wondering about the money...its more than I was making at home with TWO jobs...so I think I will be fine from here on out :o).  AND my paycheck tomorrow will be lovely as I worked 20 hours of overtime and on the holiday too.  The best part about everything is that I will still be working my current job part time for a while to make extra cash AND they are going to pay me out for all of my earned Vacation Time (around $2,000).  So my savings account is well on the way to restoration.

Mark your calendars for November 30 because that is the day of revolution, when my lease ends.  I would like to be moved into my new apartment around the end of October so that I don't have to struggle with the move.  So I think its safe to start looking for a new apartment around the beginning of September or the end of August.  But I cant help looking right now too  :oD

Things are really looking up for me right now. Wouldn't you say?

The Latest Scoop

• my car got broken into by a crackhead.  they stole: my portable photo printer that i havent used in a year (i hope whoever they sell it to, gets more use out of it than I did), my unused hubcaps (pissed about that because they were hard to find), my poetry cd book (very pissed about that), some ink pens, and some pennies. :o/ the window is only going to cost $50 to repair- more than the value of everything they stole....I woulda just gave him the shit out of my car. lol
• my interview is tomorrow! wish me luck
• i broke things off with throwback love until he is single...if he is ever single
• im still missing mr.cherrybomb for some reason. i miss cuddling with him
• 'psycho' is coming over tonight - no details as of why will be given :o/...I miss his affection
• my sweetie texted me (the one i have been talking to for a couple months) to tell me that he misses me
• if i dont get the job, im applying for the job that i left behind at home (its back open again)

Random

I was just thinkin about rhianna and that pic tmz released after chris hit her......man, he really beat her ass. Like...no joke.

This is not okay maam

Fail.

A Tatt To Regret

Yes...that is Cartman from South Park.

Why in the hell would you get this tattoo on your leg? Why?

WTF Happened Yesterday!

Wow.  Yesterday was crazzzzzyy and is definitely deserving of a bullet list. 

Bad

• Brooklynn fell out of the window yesterday (with no balcony to catch her).  She slipped through the open window while climbing up the window screen.  She was hanging on for dear life and I managed to pull her back in.  I never felt so much fear in my life.
• Once I got her back in, a wasp flew into the house from a ripped part of the window screen that Brooklynn and Bootz keep climbing on.  With this being a studio apartment, I was running literally in small circles trying to escape the wasp.  I had to call an unfamiliar male neighbor into my apartment to kill it. 

• I got into an argument with JP (the guy who I mentioned in the last blog that Ive been keeping company with for a couple months now.
• I got into a "tiff" with a branch manager from a different Enterprise location.  I tried to do his branch a favor and he is basically pissed off about it because he didn't want it done.  He wrote me a rude email and I wrote back professionally, explaining that I didn't appreciate his rude tone and how my intention was to help.

Good

• I made a new neighbor friend out of the wasp incident.
• I finally made it to church!
• With all of the drama in the apartment, I decided to get on and go take pictures of the city.  I got some great new shots!
• Since the Taste of Chicago was still being held, I was stopped by so many guys trying to flirt with me while I was taking pics.  So I have about....5 new contenders (much needed as the others are getting old).
• Guy 1: from Miami. Owns his own record label.  Was sexy but I wasnt feeling any chemistry.  I was also being unfairly distant and rude because I didnt want to be bothered.  Not to mention, he and his friends were downtown "collecting numbers" which is a major turnoff to me.  But he didnt give up so I gave him my number.
• Guy 2: too young but had some good conversation.  I wasnt feeling any chemistry with him either because his lips were very chapped.  But because he was persistant, I caved.
• Guy 3: so so so sexy and so much chemistry.  Not much to say about him though. 
• Guy 4: swept me off of my feet with his maturity and classy approach.  I cant even tell you how AWESOME his approach was. lol.  I just couldnt turn him away (I know it sounds like I didnt turn ANYbody away but I swear I had more than these 5 guys approach me lol).  I have a feeling that he is going to be my favorite person this month.  If you havent noticed...I dont have people around in my life too long (sometimes my fault, sometimes their fault).  So unfortunately, although I dont like it this way, have accepted my reality until I'm willing to change some things about myself or accept some things about people that I dont want to.
• Guy 5: african king.  He was gorgeous but Americanized.  His accent is still strong (and a turn on).  He lives near me.  He has so much sex appeal and is so intelligent and so charming that I DONT want to get to know him because I know I will be hooked.  But Africans are somewhat argumentative and controlling and we know what happens when you mix that with my attitude. Disaster!
• One of these guys that I met was a local artist who throws events and was interested in my photography.  I finally put my business card to use!
• A lot of my old skool guys mentioned in this whole blog (and other guys not mentioned) are trying to get back a relationship with me. I love months like these because they are flattering lol.